"Beautiful outside"

A regular, ordinary girl that you are, being impulsive, confused and extremely reactive, are some attributes that you were born with. You are not large hearted, and you’re aggressive, self-seeking, extravagant, and careless.

Completely opposite to the usual lead protagonist in a typical Hindi movie, you’re chock-full of flaws and blunders. You lie to escape the truth. You get carried away even with a little bit of luring. You turn your back often on the ones who care about you, to fulfill your self-seeking desires. You shun responsibilities, and blame the organized. You create mayhem and often fail, when you assume the lead.

You pathetically build competition all around you, focus on trivial objectives, and frequently lose it as well. You’re crazy and unwise most of the times, and make the worst of the choices over and over again. You break promises, shatter the trust they have in you, smash their faith, and on top of that, the rectifying resolutions that you’ve made time and again, go down the drain when the self takes over.

You have never valued your word.

You’re incompetent and impotent. Your creativity and imagination lacks innovation. You’re defocused and unmotivated. Your style is fake, unoriginal and you’re constantly living in a false belief. The belief that people adore you, want to be like you, because (my apologies) they don’t. They laugh at your back and do not mind doing that even in your face, but they put up with their pretence, because they don’t want to embarrass you. You’re unhealthy in your mind, and are occasionally violent and sadist. You brutally kill people’s ambitions, step over their shoulders, use them as your professional ladders, play political games, and experience not a trace of remorse, at least not evidently.

You’re an egoist and your ego is filthy. You’re disgraceful in handling rivalry, and always fall short of the expected civilized manners.

You’re beautiful only outside and want to capitalize on it as much as you can. And even if you reach the farthest, the milestone will be bogus, because that’s not what YOU deserve. That’s like selling your body, like a sex worker, or it’s like selling a corpse.

Despite the fact that you’re two faced, ugly inside, and beautiful only outside,

I know someone who loves you.